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i just fucking want you . i want you with all of my heart . i wanna kiss you like youre mine &’ i want you to hold me like you care . but i cant be with you without going against the things i believe in. youre the only one thats ever made my heart feel like this, like im totally purposeless without you. &’ it kills me , absolutely kills me every day that i have to live without you. i dont text you because i wanna be friends or because i wanna make things better between us, the only reason i talk to you is because im thinking about you &’ all the feelings i have for you &’ how i wish i could tell you whats going through my head &’ how much i just want you ! my heart literally like aches for you &’ theres nothing i can do about it &’ each day that goes by i feel more &’ more stupid cause my longing for you just gets stronger & stronger. youre my only weakness &’ always will be . every night i just cry & cry cause i dont have you . i love you &’ it kills me that you dont .

i hope you lay down in your sleep &’ choke on every lie you told .

im in love with Hunter Bledsoe.(;